1 trip to the E.R. + 5 bottles of anti biotics + 1 bottle of hydrocodine + 4 advil every 4 hours = worst case of step ever, specially reserved for kristina.
im coming home on friday. quart is picking me up from the air port. i freakin' love that kid. i can not wait. i pretty much plan on spending like everyday with him for like the next month. or two. or three. or six.
i want to be at fucking home. i love my friends here, and they make life much easier. sometimes i even like them more than the real friends i have at home. but regaurdless, i am homesick.
so everything has been kinda falling apart lately.
jow dumped me....while drunk....at a party.... because i was annoyingg....for asking him why he hit on other girls and asking if he still liked me...... we havent talked since.
im trying to not let it get to me too bad. he's obviously an idiot for several reasons, and everyone is telling me i deserve much better.
i tried calling him today, sadly it wasnt to bitch him out or yell and cry at him, it was simply to invite him to smash.
the only way im going to be able to get over this is if we become friends, because then i wont think back and wonder what it could have been and what the fuck i did so terribly wrong (not that i dont blame myself as it is)
anywho...
im trying to stop myself from feeling bad by occupying my time. tonight im making tofu and daniel is coming over.
(makes perfect sense seeing how the only reason we didnt talk before was because joe didnt want me to)
but it looks like you've already done a great job of that yourself you fucking slut. like i said. i am GLAD this semester is over. i hope you choke and die. dont ever try to talk to me. god you are such a SLUT. every single one of you. i could only hope that he gets any number of you pregnant and it becomes a still born and turns to hard calcium inside your stomach for you to find 24 years from now because you need surgery to get it out of your fat ass.
omg. if any o n e ofyour little flings tried to conversate with me at all i would seriously fucking grab the first thing i see and stab their god damned ovaries right out of their fucking fatass stomachs.
im buying people christmas presents after christmas because i wont get my next check in time. this check is for family only. SORRY. ill be late this year.
i spent more on my grandma than my mom did. sweet. maybe she will like me now.
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